Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Crossing Over

What will heaven be like?
Close your mind and imagine with me for a moment.  You're standing on a deserted beach listening the waves crash upon the shore.  You look out and see the beautiful sunshine beaming down upon the blue water.  The sun's rays bring warmth while brightening your soul. Listening to the waves, it calms your senses. You glance behind you to see the dark, deserted, overgrown woods.  The bushes and trees are mangled so close together, enclosing it's mystery and sadness.

From out of nowhere, a figure wrestles its way from out of the woods and falls upon the beach.  The figure kicks off the overgrown bushes that appear almost alive and try so hard to pull the figure back into its darkness. Looking tired, depressed, and worn from the travels of the woods, the figure manages to stand up. Suddenly it walks toward you.  Closer and closer it comes.  As it does, the figure's appearance begins to look oddly familiar.  Naturally it does, because it's you! You and the figure stare at one another for a moment looking lost.  Fear and sadness rushes over you but then you realize there is nothing to fear, it's just you.  You...and...uh...you....are suddenly enveloped together, staring out at the waves crashing against the shore.  Once again the warmth of the sun calms your soul.  You feel thankful to have found that down trodden tired part of you, safe inside you now, away from the woods. You feel thankful for the warmth of the sun and the beauty of this place.

As you hear the waves of the shore crashing again, you see a bottle wash upon the shore.  The sun's rays beam of the glass container showing a worn label.  Out of curiosity, you draw closer to see the markings on the bottle then you realize there's a note inside.  Before you can think about breaking the bottle to get to it, you clearly see the words, "Thank You" written inside.

Thank you? Why would someone write that? Then you realize where you must be.  All the peace, all the serenity, all the calmness? Ah it must be Heaven!  The note must be from Him, yes, Him, the big man upstairs.  Why on Earth would He thank you? Yet He does. He thanks you for coming  here to this place, seeking eternal serenity,  for allowing Him to give you the peace, to rest your mind.  He thanks you for befriended the one, that you that was lost in the woods, almost trapped and never able to leave. You almost laugh at the thought of God thanking you but you realize it's true.  All the years of thanking Him, He is thanking you.

You look out towards the east of the shore and see a glare of light almost blinding you. The sun is heading west now so it's rays bounce off the beauty of the object on top of the rugged the mountain in the east.  You try to focus and walk down the beach to get a closer look.  Sure enough, it is what it is.  God has kept His promise.  The golden mansion sits high on top of the mountain.  You had heard rumors all your life of the streets of gold.  You wonder if it's really true.  So naturally you make your way east.

Yet the moutaintop sits so high, it seems impossible to get to it unless you swim towards it.  That doesn't seem possible either for the waters are rough and crashing against the many many rugged rocks surrounded the beach and mountain.

From out of nowhere, you see a tiny boat.  Not the newest looking thing but still a boat.  It doesn't look very held together but perhaps you could use it anyway to cross to the other side.  Yet the fear starts to set in.  "I can't do it.  The waters are too rough.  I would surely drown."  Yet you are driven to see the place, to see its beauty, so why not? Get in the boat!

So, you finally get your nerves up and get in the boat.  Thankfully there is one paddle.  At least there is a paddle, you think. Two would have been nice but one will do.  You start on your journey to paddle in the rugged water.  Not long after you have been paddling, you realize it's pretty easy.  You keep your eyes towards the shore, the prize.  As you stare, you see them, your loved ones.  All those that have gone on before you.  They are waiting for you at the shore.  What? Is that...? Yes, it's my grandma, it's my...! On and on you see them all there smiling and waiting for you.

But wait....they are not smiling....
..............They are laughing. And they keep laughing that you begin to laugh with them.  "Wow! they are really really happy to see me."  You feel overjoyed and continue to laugh. Suddenly you realize why they are laughing.

He's behind you, yes, your True Friend, the One who brought you Here, brought you to the serenity, the peace, and that part of you, the Giver of Life.  He's been behind you the whole time walking in the water, pushing you along while you thought it was you paddling all along.  You thought the paddling was easy but now you know why, for He did the work for you.

What's even more funny? The water was never deep.  It was shallow all the time.  You could have wadded through it all the way.  Yet God wanted you to conquer your fears, go for the streets of gold, while He pushed you along.

Isn't it great that there is an End waiting for us? A place full of serene and calmness...? I go there every chance I get when I call upon God.  He gives me a quick glimpse and assures me that there will be a beach waiting for me when I get there.

God Bless You!
Seek Heaven out in those dreary dark moments in the Woods!

Friday, February 5, 2010

Back To School

Learning New Things...
It's a new year with new beginnings with new goals and aspirations.  I have been fortunate enough to go back to college. My plan is to finish up and complete my Bachelor's in Management IT (Information Technology).  Of course, that could change depending upon my job.  NASA may be closing some of its doors, which would be a very sad occasion for America.  Not only would lots of people loose jobs but America would loose one of its valuable assets, bascially just given away to other countries, as if we can afford to give much more away in this country.

I decided to take Intro to Algebra (Ugh!) since I am not that great at math--and I wanted to do IT work?? Go figure! Another class I am taking is Texas Government.  Have I bored you yet? If I have, pay attention because I do have a point in here somewhere!! :) LOL

In my first week of Algebra, I lost all confidence.  I went in just knowing things would come to me with ease as long as I had a good attitude about it.  Well, that attitude changed when I couldn't grasp the point of X and positive and negative numbers....and why have them in parenthesis? I thought this was math, not English! As usually, if I can't grasp something, I feel so out of control.  I start to panic and feel so angry and stupid.  Thankfully I have lots of friends in the space program who know a few things about Algebra! Hello, they are developers who do this for a living!! I went to visit my good friend Karen and bribbed her with a large (Venti) Starbucks.  She broke things down for me in such a funny and gentle way.  I left her house feeling more confident and at ease. She has that way! I was even ahead in my class for a little while.

I started thinking, which you know, I try to compare things to life in general...philisophize.  When we come across a problem in life, sometimes we panic or try to solve the whole problem at once.  This is usually what I do anyways.  I get scared and think I have to fix everything right away.  Yet, we can take life's problems like an algebra equation:

Lesson 1
  • Be calm and remain confident
  • Review the problem as a whole (stand back a little and look at the problem as a whole)
  • Start with just a small step and sort things out
  • Turn negative things into positive things
  • Work through and solve the little problems
  • You'll get the answer in the end and of course Prayer always help to.
So there's a lesson you and I have learned {this week}.

As far as the Government class, I am excited to be able to share my viewpoints, once I get the nerve.  The teacher is not as conserative as I am.  However, I have read and learned that it is important to stand up for your rights regardless if you think your voice will be heard or not.  Our country was founded on people standing up for what they believe in.  We are blessed to still live in a country with the freedom that we have. 

Lesson 2

  • Fight for what's right and important to you!
That being said, I am continuing to pray for the leadership of our country and the freedom of letting our voices and prayers be heard.

Never Stop Learning or Fighting for What's Right!!!